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break from the long break
WARNING. this post may contain curses. please don't get offended.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh. so the internet finally got fixed. And i've missed out alot of things. It's so fucking lame. How come I've called PLDT 3 weeks before and the technician just came over last Friday. Damn. I really feel sorry to those tags in my tagboard that were left unnoticed and unreplied. To all those who tagged, im really really sorry. I'll do my best to update and update and do blogrounds... Please don't think that I've already decided to stop blogging without notice. Haha
Hai. I'm really so depressed right now. A few weeks ago, I was really excited about the beggining of classes. But one very important thing came about. It was a perfect day for me. I was having around 4 or 5 textmates. One of them was a classmate. She was telling me that school will never be the same. That it would be alot lonelier. So I asked why. She pleaded then for me to be calm about it. Then she broke it slowly to me. I wasn't in the Star Section anymore. My world seemed to stop. And I can't help but cry. No, it was just tears at first. I cannot believe what had happened. It was like a nightmare. Something bad that I wanted to wake up from it. But I guess, it wasn't a dream. Though I hoped for it, I saw it with my eyes. On that forsaken board in the school that puts up the line-up of the students. I wanted to scream. I wanted to cry so hard and when I stop crying, the line-up would change. And it didn't. Hai. I thought all would be alright. That I wouldn't cry anymore. But when I stepped into the car, the tears fell again and I cried. Really. I was crying.
I'd really like to skip this year. And become a College student already. I only had a bitter Highschool. And there's no way that I'm gonna agree to someone who would say that HS is the best part of studying. Speaking of College, I'm still not studying in any form for the UPCAT in August. My mom's getting angry with me. She said that I appear to be uninterested with it. Haha. It's not really that. It's just that I don't get the motivation and even more now that I'm not classmates with my friends. And my future career? Not clear about that. I thought I want to become a doctor. I guess I still want to. But upon assessing myself I think Advertising is fun. Oh, so unclear.
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posted by gimickero
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